vicarz | (no subject)

I don't really have a thing worth writing down, but since it seems no one else is writing anything I'll do this rather than a meme or quiz. I'm bored, and happy to be bored.

The detail has 2 weeks and change left, and I'll miss it. The work isn't nearly as fun or rewarding was what I was doing, but there is no verbal abuse and the pace is slow. I am thrilled to have less work to do. I can't believe I get to do homework in the office - what a joy!

I appreciate the "Go you, I knew you could do it!" comments about my terrible job interview which has inexplicably resulted in a call-back for a 2nd interview, but that isn't how I feel. I did terrible in the interview. I lacked answers to 3 of 12 questions. I don't feel the least bit bad about my performance - I'm convinced the interview was terrible.
Describe some of your strengths and weaknesses.
"Well let's start with yours, as you obviously have never read a solitary thing about the interview process..."
I did not do wonderful, yay, HUGZ**Starstar!1oneone I might have done less bad than others, and the only way I did well is if they intentionally made a stupid interview as a test of your ability to put up with bullshit and work on the fly. If that's the case, and if the job relates to the interview, I'm not interested. I wouldn't mind not being rewarded if I did well - I know when I do well. I'd rather be happy with my performance. Here, I don't care how I did because the measure itself was poor. I want the job, hope I get it, but that doesn't mean that by getting it I did something right.

I just found out that in VA you don't need to attend law school to take the bar exam.

Speaking of grumpy, want to know a great way to piss me off? Show me something I can't have. A while ago (over a year) I was hanging with someone with some maybe romantic intentions. Didn't work out, no biggie. Later, a friend who was aware of the whole not-affair was trying to get me to go out because "X is going to be here in underwear or less." Why in the holy fuck would I want to see someone I can't have next-to-naked slutting about? Yay, look at all I'm not getting. Wow, that's really hot and I can't have it. Never have, never will. Never had a shot. Awesome. I sure like seeing much more of someone that doesn't find me attractive. Wow, I'll be that's going to make someone-not-me really pleased. Thanks, but I'm going to head off to a car show and look at vehicles I can't even afford to insure and drive by houses I can't afford to rent.

Last night in class an old man stunk. Bad. Like he kept cheddar cheese and cabbage in his shoes for a week. I asked my neighbor for gum as she battled the smell. I pulled out some cucumber-ginseng loition, put some on my finger, and rubbed it on my lip under my nose. I whispered to her "I learned this from Silence of the Lambs."