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[vicarz]

All I have to do is study. I have two exams this week, and I am doing nothing but studying until it's time to take them. I'm mighty pissed off - in general. I'm burnt out, the job is a bastion of negativity, and I don't really have anything to look forward to after exams except the cessation of pain. There isn't even a purpose to the pain, just another degree I won't be using, another test passed with uninspiring numbers. Another failure. Last year I looked forward to some great reward after finals, this year I have no such illusions.

I think when I finish this I'm going to beat the shit out of a lot of people, or get more angry trying and failing.

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[kelowna.livejournal.com]

aim me bitch!

--kelowna

[turbogrrl.livejournal.com]

it's not a failure, no more than my class is. If we *really* think it's a failure, we'd both be willing to send the other in our own place, knowing that they can't possibly do any better than we would ourselves.

Neither of us, no matter how much we might bewail that our grades are uninspiring and the we failed the challenge, are willing to do that.

I will be glad when monday is over, however.

Wanna get a drink after? I can't decide if I want a lemonade or a mojito.

[vicar.livejournal.com]

I don't know the mojito, but I've put vodka in lemonade :)

[anarcha.livejournal.com]

Would you beat the shit out of me if I pointed out that you:
-make a good income at a job with reasonable hours,
-own a nice condo within spitting distance of DC,
-have many friends, and
-are in (afaik) excellent health?


Absolute worst case scenario -- you have a law degree that you're never ever going to use, and the accompanying debt. Life still isn't that bad.



Just a little perspective (I try to remind myself of this from time to time)

[vicar.livejournal.com]

Yes. Yes I would. I know people with more money. I know people with more brains. I know people with more muscle...

I'm just moping until finals are over. No time to go out and blow off steam. Depraved heart? Egads man...

Oh, and no debt. Even with my stock's poor performance, I have enough to cover the whole thing if I liquidate. Coz I suck.

[littlekitty78.livejournal.com]

In my current class, I feel like everytime I turn in something its wrong. I'm in a database design class and instead of exams we have projects and they have to meet a certain standard.. well guess what that standard isn't being ment.