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[vicarz]

All I have to do is study. I have two exams this week, and I am doing nothing but studying until it's time to take them. I'm mighty pissed off - in general. I'm burnt out, the job is a bastion of negativity, and I don't really have anything to look forward to after exams except the cessation of pain. There isn't even a purpose to the pain, just another degree I won't be using, another test passed with uninspiring numbers. Another failure. Last year I looked forward to some great reward after finals, this year I have no such illusions.

I think when I finish this I'm going to beat the shit out of a lot of people, or get more angry trying and failing.