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Picked contractor and emailed him I'd like to meet, sign, and give a check. MOVING EFFEN FORWARD

Met with a friend last night, with scotch and children, to get input on my design. Even my simple design has a lot of logistical issues to overcome, including my stubbornness (I ask for help then argue, yup guilty).

But I need to make decisions in high gear.

But schtuff's moving, finally moving.

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In the office after some after-hours emails last night, in which I was ordered to the office for a meeting that would take place on the phone. I noted the emailed schedule and calendar, source of frequent admonishments, reflected I was not in the office...was told I'm expected to adjust for meetings (most of which are cancelled with no notice OR he doesn't show up claiming "medical" each time).

Today's meeting...both coworkers requested for the call were not there, one at all, the other attended as all the attorneys did...via the phone. Found out the guy who is always telling me to cool down, and who is a cool ducklike man himself, is pissed off, saying so, and raising the exchanges and shifting requirements directly to the boss and our returned boss.

My calming influence is throwing a tantrum. At least I feel legitimized.