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[vicarz]

Yeah don't look at okc and see the person you think might be taking seriously has updated their profile...like tonight, after we adjusted to set plans for tomorrow night. And I can't even judge because I updated my profile. How fucking dare you be as shitty and not sure if interested as me.

I know I'm talking crap but I totally just feel like chucking everything. Chuck fear of failure, and lack of fear of rejection. Fuck fucking. Fucking not fucking to try and connect with real people. Fuck in person interaction and online anything.

God fuck all of this.

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[vicar.livejournal.com]

Oh shit you're up...blush and still flirt. But a little blush.

[seaopaque.livejournal.com]

We're even, then. On the blushing front.

[vicar.livejournal.com]

So hi, now I reach out to you and I may be foolish but I don't have to feel guilty. No promises I say realistically, with a side of possibly maybe.

My email is [deleted from the comment]. Deleting comment presuming you get email notification.

PLUS GOING TO BED BECAUSE TOMORROW I GET SHOT IN THE ASS OR SOMETHING