jUdy

[vicarz]

is my personal descent

It's like
we thought we were rock stars
and they sucked off our flames
not caring who we were
we too stupid to know better

I watched her stab her arm
not knowing she was showing off

so many times i thought about going further and i didn't hold back it is just that it doesn't seem to be attracted to me
i can't say i resisted even if i'm glad I didn't go

i lost nothing but i've got nothing left either
but stuff
neither do they


Fucking Judy, fucking Judy, Judy has a fucking name and I remember her. I remember Judy and the things I didn't do, things I'm not proud of and worse not proud I didn't do. I could have b een worse
I could have been worse
Those are moments I don't regret, wehre I didn't shoot, where I didn't care, and of all the idiotic things I haunt myself with I don't regret those

Judy I kinda forgot actually
there is this base I return to, that I know is there but forget with all that thinking
but I'm always in here
still

Comments

[panthergirl.livejournal.com]

Nice.