vicarz | (no subject)

Today is a sweet break in work chaos where I do what used to be my job - conducting a hearing to defend the Agency against a raving loon's unsupported allegations of discrimination. My biggest challenge will be trying not to laugh in front of the AJ or promising a win to my client based on overwhelming odds.

I'm back to considering if I should make that dumb jump to mgt. I could make things suck less for the people that work there - but would it suck for me? Imagine taking half as much abuse and life invasion as Obama, only for a GS-15 salary.

Speaking of death, I still have flashes of regret for things I would tell my dad or conversations we might have but won't again. These flashes are followed quickly now by noting my mom is still with me and that I should call her more. Most often I don't - and I need to.