This is spar....eljay!
Nov. 5th, 2009 07:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzI feel wrong for my urge to post yet another not-quite-introspective all-about-me eljay post, but it's not a twitter or a passive-aggressive attempt to win a fight I lost with a friend so by comparison I am convincing myself I suck less...and I'll believe this until the comments come in.
That man just burped. Wet, mighta been a vurp.
I TOOK THE FOOGIN DAY UFF TODAY. I have not checked my bb or secure email through vpn blah blah. I. Don't. Care. I intend to re-polish the word version of my resume and apply to a LR 14/15 job at NSF. I may not be qualified with experience (I haven't negotiated contracts) but I do litigate which is above average for LR folk (the JD is unusual too, but neither is super rare). I don't really love LR like litigation, but it's in a group with educated people and 3 miles from my bleepin house.
I have off and with the exception of a din-din date tonight I have nothing planned. I could go shopping for things I don't need, I could do work on the down low, I could clean my house before my mom arrives and realizes I'm a disgrace to my upbringing, I could work out in the gym (I did finally make an appt with an ortho), I could do a coffee tour from CCC to ACKC, I could shop for that tv, I could shop for that gps, I could shop for that (WOW THAT GAY GIRL IS HOT) new computer I don't need, I could research which charities to give $ to, I could cook, I could...but no.
Speaking of the fact I can't tell which gay-looking girls are gay anymore, why aren't more gay men cute? I mean ... I used to think gay man sex was with someone who looked like a circuit boy, but lately all the men I see are unshaven sandal wearing domestic dullads. Of course I'm in rags myself, but I miss the super-fit tight-dressed shiney bi boi. Smelly old men...I don't care if they're gay outside of a political argument.
No. No, I'm going to do nothing. I'm going to calm the fook down. I'm going to do nothing. If I do something, it'll be because I feel like it. I won't run around feeling self-pressured and trying to make the most efficient & productive use of my time. Or that's the plan.
That man just burped. Wet, mighta been a vurp.
I TOOK THE FOOGIN DAY UFF TODAY. I have not checked my bb or secure email through vpn blah blah. I. Don't. Care. I intend to re-polish the word version of my resume and apply to a LR 14/15 job at NSF. I may not be qualified with experience (I haven't negotiated contracts) but I do litigate which is above average for LR folk (the JD is unusual too, but neither is super rare). I don't really love LR like litigation, but it's in a group with educated people and 3 miles from my bleepin house.
I have off and with the exception of a din-din date tonight I have nothing planned. I could go shopping for things I don't need, I could do work on the down low, I could clean my house before my mom arrives and realizes I'm a disgrace to my upbringing, I could work out in the gym (I did finally make an appt with an ortho), I could do a coffee tour from CCC to ACKC, I could shop for that tv, I could shop for that gps, I could shop for that (WOW THAT GAY GIRL IS HOT) new computer I don't need, I could research which charities to give $ to, I could cook, I could...but no.
Speaking of the fact I can't tell which gay-looking girls are gay anymore, why aren't more gay men cute? I mean ... I used to think gay man sex was with someone who looked like a circuit boy, but lately all the men I see are unshaven sandal wearing domestic dullads. Of course I'm in rags myself, but I miss the super-fit tight-dressed shiney bi boi. Smelly old men...I don't care if they're gay outside of a political argument.
No. No, I'm going to do nothing. I'm going to calm the fook down. I'm going to do nothing. If I do something, it'll be because I feel like it. I won't run around feeling self-pressured and trying to make the most efficient & productive use of my time. Or that's the plan.
