vicarz | (no subject)

I was sitting at a shiny conference table researching a case and prepping my witnesses when I noticed that the old man I was talking to had cat's eyes. These hallucinations are getting worse. I'm trying to pretend to work, to play along, and try not to look like I noticed his pupils aren't round. I check many times, I go back to my outline, I take notes...but he still has cat's eyes.

I remember years ago that when I sort of reformed was during a long drive, that somehow stuck with my brain and no radio all that time kind of fixed some problems I have having - and was far more fixed after that. I had 2 3-4 hour drives this week, 2 3-hour drives the week before this, and stuck with my brain just kind of realized that I'm really angry. Not like José angry, or cute ranty, just angry. I keep thinking about things, but no matter what I thought of it was a reason to be angry (and what to do about it). The thing I realized was the anger started, then the brain sought a reason to be angry. I don't have reasons to be angry, not real ones. But the feeling remains.