vicarz | (no subject)

I'm not sure why this seems important, or what...I'm not sure what...why I feel this way or what I feel right now.

I came home with the goal of going running, but it started to rain. I decided because my legs and lower back still hurt that I didn't have to go running at all. And then I went running anyway. I put a snipe in on ebay for an auction with 37 mins remaining, stretched briefly, and headed out. I ran 3.5 - 4 miles at a decent clip for me, then stretched and headed back in to find I was outbid 2 minutes prior. So about 40 minutes for a tad less than 4 miles. Not good, but not bad. For me it's good, and the endorphins were kickin.

I have a plan for every day that involves working out. I also need to hang out with someone from college who I've put off, someone from law school I've put off, and a fuckload of other friends who I haven't seen lately. I'm having a hard time fitting it all in.

None of this is coming together. Run felt good, I didn't reach any new levels but I like where I am and I feel strong. After the shower I flexed and uh...I don't look shitty. But I need to see friends, and I'm wondering about all this motivation. Perhaps I'm not the slacker I think I am. Post. Going. Nowhere.