3 hours of sleep

[vicarz]

Surprisingly good night in chronos. Not many did the theme thing (glad I didn't) but the turnout was good and even had old-fashioned eye candy. I did have on a good sexy outfit underneath, and by that I mean "trunks," but I held that in reserve based on crowd participation. I had the odd experience of seeing someone who was a dead-on for my ex-ex-ex. She danced exactly the same, though no one else agreed with me on any other part of the resemblence. She also dressed sexy yet tasteful, and was with her gf all night. Hard to start a conversation with that... Music was stompier than usual in a good way. Tony played a bunch of mainstream dance songs I like - which did fill the dance floor (Miss Jane - it's a fine day, thank you 100 times for playing that - one of those songs I always wanted to hear in a club but never do since I don't go to those kinds of clubs). Dancing last night felt good. I haven't danced in a bit and was surprised at how natural it all felt.

Good release and relaxation de brain last night. Lots of new faces, some really cool familiar ones, and just a good feel all night. Had this funny point where I was talking career goals for a long time with someone in a tiny bra. Hotness, education, and finance - can you tell the difference?

I need to get off my duff, hit the range and figure out some purchases, look over some studios, and go to a used cd place to stock up on techno/dance, ladytron/electroclash, and a fuckload of Madonna cds. Oh, sad Arlington news - the lovely gay garden/knick-knack store is going out of business. Yet another campy death in the land of container stores. When murky is replaced with starbucks...

Found grass-fed milk in Ho-foods, am buying more organics and less-fighting-nature foods, still trying to buy locally grown items. Seems to be good for the environment, the life of the animal (before it's killed at least), and potentially me. It's not as bad on the wallet as you might expect. Of course, I didn't need to get 4 green & black chocolate bars, but they were on sale! I also suspect I may move away from my unhealthy lifestyle - I mean it's cute that I work off all the calories, but it just can't be healthy to eat a ton of sugary foods, then burn them off, then eat sugar again. Gee, why do my moods vary? I'm going to try and move further down the food chain and eat closer to dirt and further away from me. Maybe I'll just eat dirt.

When I was doing abs work in the gym aerobics room, there was a smoking hot guy dancing by himself with his ipod on so loud I could hear it. It's funny hearing someone breathe when they dance - makes me wonder what I sound like on the floor. "Pant squeak squeak stomp stomp pant pant..." The guy was dancing a clearly choreographed routine...and it was the gayest thing I've ever seen. It was what they would do on SNL to make fun of a gay dance routine. It was amazing to watch, of course while pretending not to watch while I did my abs stuff on a ball in the same room. I was so curious about what he was practicing for!

I love of mainstream dance music. http://www.xrmradio.com/?g=e Many of the lyrics are as warped as traditional love wooing songs -
Skank: oh baby I know you're worried about what and who I'm doing, but you're the one, trust me no matter what you hear or how late I'm out or what color glitter you find in my clothes...
Stalker ex: oh baby do what you will and I'll always be here waiting for you, I know you'll realize I'm the one the only one, you saw my naked soul, our love cannot be stopped, no matter who you fuck I'll still be sleeping in my car outside your door when you get home...
Female empowered: I know my man has messed around and taken advantage of me too many times and now I'm leaving, yes I'm leaving, I'm really really leaving, and you'll be so sad when you realize what your missing (sure he will, I can see regret written all over him).

I feel a bit better - it's weird, my mood is a bump higher after last night, but I think it's more an issue of talking to old friends and realizing ways I have changed. I am not satisfied with where I am, but I do feel like I've come a long way.

Comments

[2501.livejournal.com]

I was happy last night that I was able to find the exact line between mainstream and underground to keep people from getting tired of either. "Fine Day" is one of my favourite songs ever. I came very close to busting out the old tracks fave techno remix of "What's Going On?" but I thought that would have been one too many.

[vicar.livejournal.com]

That's so weird! I thought I was the only person that liked that song for the longest time...that's the type of music I listen to alone on internet radio all the time.

[joanarkham.livejournal.com]

I love that song too. In fact, I have the 12" version around here somewhere...

[grymnir.livejournal.com]

I didn't know you knew my stalker...