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[vicarz]

NO FUCKING WAY!!!

I've wanted this forever...no one ever seemed to know of a song called escalator of life. This I heard around the same time as kraftwerk's showroom dummies...when I was a stoner in g'burg. I had no idea where you found out about stuff like this, and I was years away from showing up in Poseurs.

I'm still bombing the bar, it's amazing. However, in a panic I have to change course. I don't know enough law to do the exam. The "program" is about 1 hour of study for 8 hours of test drills...but I'm not learning a damn thing beause i'm always trying to do drills and not learning. Yesterday I did a contract section, got about 19/37. I studied the material all over again, did some flashcards, and did another section. 20/37.

Today I not only got 5/17 on a torts section (easy stuff) but I actually did the wrong part of the book. Flailing. I work from 6am until 11pm every fucking day and I'm still failing. There aren't enough hours in the day to pass - I'm just too damn stupid (now measurably so).

But the gym is being good to me, the mirror too (shame about the face) and I can just drink and regress into what I wish the 80s were...