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[vicarz]

So I'm failing at resisting running on about my impressions of my exam last night and my sickness today. Nobody cares, or should. I guess when I write to LJ I feel as if someone is, or might be, listening. I've been surprised by when people listened and cared - so the variable ratio schedule of reinforcement is successful at encouraging my behavior even without recent reinforcement.

I think I'm a little more sympathetic to the meth issue today. I haven't slept worth a damn, though my nose is mostly clear. I would rather sleep, but these drugs won't let me do it. I don't feel 100%, and I have an exam in a few hours. My last in law school.

I feel ok about the exam last night. I have no idea how I did, and won't for 4-6 weeks. I know I couldn't possibly get every issue developed in the time allotted, and I know I spent too much time developing the prime issues rather than just trying to scatter shot and score 'spotted an issue' points. I know that how I feel about an exam, good or bad, doesn't equate to a grade much. I also know that the entire class that chose to verbalize before and after the exam voiced fear and confusion, where I felt I knew what was going on and had confidence in my answers. I'm happy with my unmeasured-as-of-yet performance.

But who cares. I sound like a broken record, school, worry, sick, worry, reporting on what I dun done. Is this boring? Unproductive?

Eh fuck it. I have every damn right to whine, listen if you want and go if you don't. Wow, I'm testy. Must be the meth.

Comments

[alumiere.livejournal.com]

sorry you're sick; go ahead and whine a bit

but whee - last law school test today - then you'll get to have a life again

[vicar.livejournal.com]

Yes and no - the bar prep course is next, 5 days a week, 4 hours a day, with 7-8 hours study time expected outside of each class. Hence not a lot of excitement about "finishing." After July 25 or so, then I'll be done for real :(

[pictsy.livejournal.com]

Hope everything goes well

[justaputz.livejournal.com]

I thought LJ was all about the whining.... Well really it's about keeping up with people but venting does seem to be a popular thing. Hope you get to feeling better soon!

[turbogrrl.livejournal.com]

good luck, feel free to whine. ;-)

[vicar.livejournal.com]

and dine at Larrys...