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Sep. 8th, 2006 08:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzI don't have time to update. I stole this picture (behind cut so nobody is hurt) from McAgnst:
That shit'll wake you up.
Work has me insane - I'm running around trying to keep up and failing. I'm so frustrated it's hard to even take the time to figure out what I need to work on. I know I'm doing all this guy's work, or a lot of it, but I don't mind because I figure if I can keep up with him then I can do anything when I'm on my own. Still, I'm bogged down in logistics and adversarial procedure techniques while not getting so much into legal issues beyond procedure.
I'm not going out or trying to. I'm back to being so crispy that when I survive a day at work, and then do all the schoolwork that piles up, that I just want to sleep or decompress. I'm fried. Also, my fucking house is falling apart. Another switch started to flicker, so I swapped out the otherwise loved dimmer switch for a plain one in case I lose more circuits in my house. The electrician has not returned my call. I need a plumber to redo the toilet bolts. And now...gnats. Tiny brown gnats have decided to invade my bathroom in numbers as large as ten. They don't even land like normal ones - they're light brown, and kinda speedy. So I have a condo with a toilet that may move if not handled gently, a humidity problem that never goes away, occasional giant roaches (none lately), a gnat invasion, switches that may short, half the house missing electricity so the tv and stereo are running off an extension cord, a bathroom light that died so a lamp is in the bathroom...
I need a vacation. I can't have one, hell I'm too far behind with too many deadlines for a vacation. I'm posting because I'm too scared to try and make a list of things to do.
That shit'll wake you up.
Work has me insane - I'm running around trying to keep up and failing. I'm so frustrated it's hard to even take the time to figure out what I need to work on. I know I'm doing all this guy's work, or a lot of it, but I don't mind because I figure if I can keep up with him then I can do anything when I'm on my own. Still, I'm bogged down in logistics and adversarial procedure techniques while not getting so much into legal issues beyond procedure.
I'm not going out or trying to. I'm back to being so crispy that when I survive a day at work, and then do all the schoolwork that piles up, that I just want to sleep or decompress. I'm fried. Also, my fucking house is falling apart. Another switch started to flicker, so I swapped out the otherwise loved dimmer switch for a plain one in case I lose more circuits in my house. The electrician has not returned my call. I need a plumber to redo the toilet bolts. And now...gnats. Tiny brown gnats have decided to invade my bathroom in numbers as large as ten. They don't even land like normal ones - they're light brown, and kinda speedy. So I have a condo with a toilet that may move if not handled gently, a humidity problem that never goes away, occasional giant roaches (none lately), a gnat invasion, switches that may short, half the house missing electricity so the tv and stereo are running off an extension cord, a bathroom light that died so a lamp is in the bathroom...
I need a vacation. I can't have one, hell I'm too far behind with too many deadlines for a vacation. I'm posting because I'm too scared to try and make a list of things to do.
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Date: 2006-09-08 02:48 pm (UTC)--kelowna
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Date: 2006-09-08 06:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-08 07:05 pm (UTC)Im sorry you can't have a vacation. I'm sure it will work out for you though. You're very good with keeping up with things and you're emotionally strong. Those are things I really remember about you. Hopefully you can get a vacation sometime soon or at least from work. Good luck. :)