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It's the time of year where were I not sad I'd muster the energy to stick a fork in someone's eye. I don't have anything I think is worth posting, but I'm hoping whining in public will make me feel better. I miss the time where I actually met people on the internet - you know I still have friends I made on the Roxy listserv and DCFreaks? I don't think I've ever made a new friend through LJ. Is it time, culture, or age of my peers? What is the point to posting "It's snowing," "Guess which xmas elf I am < link pic >," "I went shopping today and they had cherry coke on sale" ??? I'm all about the whining, but god LJ and the internet in general is just...dull. Here I am not helping any.
I'm studying for my exam tomorrow, and I'm far behind (though I have all day today to fuss about my outline...or rather make it in the first place). For the first time, my job is sucking and mightily. I remember just a short time ago where I finished my projects early and had time to play/socialize. Now most of my buddies moved on, and I'm constantly putting out fires in the office. I feel important, but it's wearing on me and there doesn't seem to be appreciation for my efforts anymore. Job & school are sucking. It's almost a year since I even pretended to date anyone, and while that doesn't bother me on a day-to-day basis (no interest in fucking stupid people) when I look at how long it's been I get the heebie jeebies.
This was the year I was going to do holiday cards, still haven't even finished the list. I have this pile that were sent to me, guilt to inspire me, but I still haven't had or taken the time to respond. I want to. I also wanted to give mroe to more charities this year, but this year is facing it's end.
Nope, I don't feel any better. Back to work anyway. I wish I had something to look forward to in the next couple of months.
I'm studying for my exam tomorrow, and I'm far behind (though I have all day today to fuss about my outline...or rather make it in the first place). For the first time, my job is sucking and mightily. I remember just a short time ago where I finished my projects early and had time to play/socialize. Now most of my buddies moved on, and I'm constantly putting out fires in the office. I feel important, but it's wearing on me and there doesn't seem to be appreciation for my efforts anymore. Job & school are sucking. It's almost a year since I even pretended to date anyone, and while that doesn't bother me on a day-to-day basis (no interest in fucking stupid people) when I look at how long it's been I get the heebie jeebies.
This was the year I was going to do holiday cards, still haven't even finished the list. I have this pile that were sent to me, guilt to inspire me, but I still haven't had or taken the time to respond. I want to. I also wanted to give mroe to more charities this year, but this year is facing it's end.
Nope, I don't feel any better. Back to work anyway. I wish I had something to look forward to in the next couple of months.
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Well, Beez and I are going to Chiaro again this week. Twice in a row!
My god, it's full of stars!
CU
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I kind of enjoy it, even when it's bad.
I'm a sick puppy, tho.
You'll be missed, fyi!
CU
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I miss glee and laughter. Man...I gotta finish this school crap. Perhaps I'll run away and join the UK or Canada, though my educ won't be worth much there. "Oi, wanna fries widdat?"
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That, and check into this LJ thing once and awhile.
You don't strike me as the kind of guy to write holiday cards ;)
and cherry coke was on sale??!@@!!11! OMG! ;)
You ever hit the clubs anymore? I might get out some during the break - if i see you I'll sneak up behind you and do something evil :)
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