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Oct. 16th, 2004 12:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzLife's the same, I'm moving in stereo Life’s the same except for my shoes Life’s the same you’re shakin’ like tremolo Life’s the same it’s all in-side you
My god I haven't been to this place since I was arrested. Or maybe it was that night with Psyche's thing, the bi alliance? Whatever. Lots of girls, odd. I wonder if she's (T) going to call me again. She always does, when I think she won't. She's still beautifull, and I still say no. That's the only reason she calls. I hope she's not dead, but I know it can't be long. Coke and cancer and a smattering of pharmaceuticals - but hey she looks good, I can't deny that.
I can't talk think or do anything but work. There is no point, I have appointments to keep and I'll never catch up. What happened to half-assed job? I'm only going to fail, like last time try try and fail despite all the effort. Perhaps I need to work this hard just to do mediocre. Let's just get this over with...how long is polite enough to leave? I shouldn't sneak out from this crowd. God my kingdom for a back door.
Great he showed up, now I'm stuck with it. I might as well get that drink now, and hope my breath offends his mormon ass. Perhaps it will assist his smug mantra.
His girlfriend is hot - how did he pull that one off? Is it the money, coz he kinda smells and his toenails are yellow. Ew.
Kee-riist it is a gay bar (drink is strong)
I can't look half as bored as I am. I can't believe him, his body language, I can't believe me, how blind I am to...he looks and acts like a fag, he totally fits in. His touch, the hand on the back of the neck, he even smells gay. He rides off the benefits of this queer nation, but he's a friggin nazi. Who would know? I would never know by looking that he stands wholly against evey cause that a gay male could stand for. He fits right in. That's what I get for misinterpreting group status, and what groups mean or don't. I'm as clueless as every - perhaps the only difference is that I realize how blind I am. We are really aggravating that cute guy. Does anyone see, because I don't. I'd never know if I hadn't heard and read his words so many times...god he's a gay leech, sucking out while...taking, and then attacking from the outside. This guy makes log cabin look like a drag race. And yet he fits in as gay family. I give the butt shakers around the bar more value than him.
Al-co-hol is your voodoo...bae-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Mel called tonight telling me she might go with Monty to thur at Nation thur b4 halloween. I told her to hit Sat at chiaroscuro too or instead. I think...tomorrow is a heavy-bag day. I miss not knowing.
My god I haven't been to this place since I was arrested. Or maybe it was that night with Psyche's thing, the bi alliance? Whatever. Lots of girls, odd. I wonder if she's (T) going to call me again. She always does, when I think she won't. She's still beautifull, and I still say no. That's the only reason she calls. I hope she's not dead, but I know it can't be long. Coke and cancer and a smattering of pharmaceuticals - but hey she looks good, I can't deny that.
I can't talk think or do anything but work. There is no point, I have appointments to keep and I'll never catch up. What happened to half-assed job? I'm only going to fail, like last time try try and fail despite all the effort. Perhaps I need to work this hard just to do mediocre. Let's just get this over with...how long is polite enough to leave? I shouldn't sneak out from this crowd. God my kingdom for a back door.
Great he showed up, now I'm stuck with it. I might as well get that drink now, and hope my breath offends his mormon ass. Perhaps it will assist his smug mantra.
His girlfriend is hot - how did he pull that one off? Is it the money, coz he kinda smells and his toenails are yellow. Ew.
Kee-riist it is a gay bar (drink is strong)
I can't look half as bored as I am. I can't believe him, his body language, I can't believe me, how blind I am to...he looks and acts like a fag, he totally fits in. His touch, the hand on the back of the neck, he even smells gay. He rides off the benefits of this queer nation, but he's a friggin nazi. Who would know? I would never know by looking that he stands wholly against evey cause that a gay male could stand for. He fits right in. That's what I get for misinterpreting group status, and what groups mean or don't. I'm as clueless as every - perhaps the only difference is that I realize how blind I am. We are really aggravating that cute guy. Does anyone see, because I don't. I'd never know if I hadn't heard and read his words so many times...god he's a gay leech, sucking out while...taking, and then attacking from the outside. This guy makes log cabin look like a drag race. And yet he fits in as gay family. I give the butt shakers around the bar more value than him.
Al-co-hol is your voodoo...bae-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Mel called tonight telling me she might go with Monty to thur at Nation thur b4 halloween. I told her to hit Sat at chiaroscuro too or instead. I think...tomorrow is a heavy-bag day. I miss not knowing.
