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Jun. 7th, 2004 07:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Maturity sounds and seems like a good idea, but sometimes it's hard to tell growth from just being able to take pain. Is maturity just like arthritis - a constant ache that hurts more some days than others, and the only lesson to learn is how to keep plugging ahead no matter how bad it hurts because the alternative is just to spend all day trying not to move because it hurts too much, but not moving also hurts?
Bundle of fucking joy, yup.
I'm at the point where I'm looking at people who have passed through my life, and in each and every case not only would I do it again - but each has shown me that I was better off w/o them through their subsequent behavior. Great. I can get the trash out, wonderful. Now how about having people in? I have some really wonderful friends and am very glad I do, but...something missing.
Bundle of fucking joy, yup.
I'm at the point where I'm looking at people who have passed through my life, and in each and every case not only would I do it again - but each has shown me that I was better off w/o them through their subsequent behavior. Great. I can get the trash out, wonderful. Now how about having people in? I have some really wonderful friends and am very glad I do, but...something missing.