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[vicarz]

It seems so arrogant to give advice, to write in LJ with the hope that my lil tidbits might help someone else. Today's personal observation, developing over the last few weeks is that I have changed - I've made another step in maturation. Neato. Now, what was that step? Have I defined a term or achieved a goal, grown in some way or recognized a failing? Is a cycle broken, or am I just bored?

For all of my insulting of americuhn values and how people don't know what they want, instead striving for THINGS...I am back to square one of recognizing that I do not know what I want. I do not know what my goals are. Financially is easy to tackle, and an area I'm happy with. Emotionally? Socially? Maturationally? Hell, even physical goals don't seem to make sense.

Is it a good thing that I don't care much? That may be a good sign, or part of the problem. Today is a day for humble pie. I don't know what I want, I just don't know.

I'm not in a rush to find out.

Comments

[railwaymadness]

Hooray!
Let's cuddle, drink, and otherwise celebrate the pointlessness of existence!

[nixieq.livejournal.com]

hee, sounds like right now what you want is to NOT know what you want. >;) it was good seeing you today! enjoy not knowing what you want to do for a while, and DEFINITELY enjoy not having 10,239,526 things to do!

[djpsyche.livejournal.com]

Live life. Enjoy it. Realise that whatever else you're moving towards, you're at least moving, which is more than a heckuva lot of people can say!

[sunnyfunny.livejournal.com]

i think generally speaking your advice is good advice... can't say that I'm among the ones you can call mature enough to always heed it... but that's me and nothing to do with you ;-)