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May. 7th, 2004 09:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzDamn. So last night I finally call my cute hair dresser to chat - something I always tell him I'll do but never get around to. We had finally started talking about hanging out, which sounded cool. Well, talking for not too long and his hanging out includes mentioning that he's not seeing so-and-so anymore and I can spend the night. Ugh.
You see, I am much more into girls than boys - and this may be a lot of why. I dunno, can't people just hang out without fucking? I mean it's not like I don't like fucking, but I think I've passed the point where that's WHY I want to hang out. I want friends, conversations, activities - and you can fuck anyone. Gay guys certainly can fuck anyone. It's cool, all good - but not what I'm looking for. Maybe I'm straight, or maybe I don't like being pursued for only one thing. Yeesh - maybe if I'll ever see guys it'll only be in Vamp mode, sleeping with straight ones?
How long has it been? Notice I'm only gay for the sake of argument? Maybe I'd be just as absurd to claim I was black for the sake of pressing an argument? Sigh...
You see, I am much more into girls than boys - and this may be a lot of why. I dunno, can't people just hang out without fucking? I mean it's not like I don't like fucking, but I think I've passed the point where that's WHY I want to hang out. I want friends, conversations, activities - and you can fuck anyone. Gay guys certainly can fuck anyone. It's cool, all good - but not what I'm looking for. Maybe I'm straight, or maybe I don't like being pursued for only one thing. Yeesh - maybe if I'll ever see guys it'll only be in Vamp mode, sleeping with straight ones?
How long has it been? Notice I'm only gay for the sake of argument? Maybe I'd be just as absurd to claim I was black for the sake of pressing an argument? Sigh...
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Date: 2004-05-07 06:57 am (UTC)And when you said, "...it'll only be in Vamp mode...," I immediately thought of Metal Gear Solid 2. =-.-=
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Date: 2004-05-07 07:36 am (UTC)no subject
I like girls more than boys too, but the straight guy thing is never a good idea. Take it from one learn'ed student of the queer arts.
Wait, wait, wait... You're NOT gay? :)
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Date: 2004-05-07 07:36 am (UTC)I think it's fair to say that you're still attracted to men, but don't like the lifestyle of the ones you find attractive...
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Date: 2004-05-07 08:17 am (UTC):P
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Date: 2004-05-07 08:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-05-07 11:53 am (UTC)Yeah...I hear ya though. On quite a few levels.
Hmmm...sounds like you're a bi-girl trapped in a man's body. ::smirk::