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Apr. 8th, 2004 07:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzSomething is just wrong. Rise above it, ignore it, or figure out what. Seems this sort of thing shouldn't be a problem at this age, this level of knowledge, this level of experience. The more I achieve the less tolerant I feel of others, including myself. Failings scorned.
In other more clear 'news,' mood is plummeting for obvious temporary reasons. Although the weird back/neck/shoulder/now-chest thing is getting better, I still feel lame. If you're not very into your physical health it's probably hard to imagine how shitty it feels to have lost something you normally feel like you excell at and appreciate throughout every day. I haven't gone out to anything social in about a month and probably won't for another month. Work is stressful as hell right now, no end in sight, and exams are coming up.
I'm sinking myself 100% into school. My meeting with Boardman was the last straw in convincing me I can get better grades. I don't watch much tv, barely computer (even at work now), not much phone, and no appearances in public. I'm 100% trying to get grades this semester. I see this as insanity with an end, which is good, but it leaves me downright hostile right now. Moreso as I feel like I can't engage in physical conflict.
One of my boobies is soft.
In other more clear 'news,' mood is plummeting for obvious temporary reasons. Although the weird back/neck/shoulder/now-chest thing is getting better, I still feel lame. If you're not very into your physical health it's probably hard to imagine how shitty it feels to have lost something you normally feel like you excell at and appreciate throughout every day. I haven't gone out to anything social in about a month and probably won't for another month. Work is stressful as hell right now, no end in sight, and exams are coming up.
I'm sinking myself 100% into school. My meeting with Boardman was the last straw in convincing me I can get better grades. I don't watch much tv, barely computer (even at work now), not much phone, and no appearances in public. I'm 100% trying to get grades this semester. I see this as insanity with an end, which is good, but it leaves me downright hostile right now. Moreso as I feel like I can't engage in physical conflict.
One of my boobies is soft.
