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I might have to revisit my identity as a slut.

First of all, I seem to not be amoral which ... I mean I could argue I'm a victimless slut compared to sociopathic ones. I've also moved fetishes - I think my new one is liking the person I theoretically have sex with. I'm not really in a rush either.

But I'm also just finding I'm out of date. What is kinky anymore when normal girls are casually talking about pegging? It also seems not only do most dates appear to end with sex on the first night, but that seems really common both if the people don't like each other, and whether there is any chance of a 2nd date...people will go through with sex, but not return texts? And I'm not talking about people who look like sluts - I'm talking professional people in suits and dress shoes...on weekends. Then add in the potential common practice of not condoms and...I guess by comparison I'm a prude.

I was a slut because I'd make out with people, friends, in clubs...and after many times, months, we might hang out and/or go home together. Sometimes in groups. Perhaps 3 and more somes are as common as grabbing coffee too.

How curious.

Though lucky for me, I'm 46. Perhaps there is no slutty 46 year old - nobody cares? I don't think I care - my identity has sex as a part of it, but has definitely gone into other areas.

Fat now anyway, not that you can tell by the facebook likes. Meh.