No really, this feels good

The guy who blattoed my car is slow but responsive - he consistently has failed to keep any timelines he gave in advance, but does respond to texts and follow-ups. A few pokes, car info, and pictures today and he texted me a Geico claim number. So all indications are that will be taken care of. Whew! I was a little worried as I really had no case if anything went wrong.

I did check and find out my deductible is stupidly low - $100; thought it was $500 or 1,000. I may need to adjust that - I always have a larger one. Now the issue becomes whether the car is repaired or totaled. If totaled, I think I might poll fb to see if anyone is ditching something that works for me. I'm thinking a fit or hatchback, possibly even a pickup for the short-term to pick up free furniture from craigslist.

My lifting buddy hurt himself, along with another friend. We're all broken? Is this really healthy? Today I failed to bench 225 when a few weeks ago I did 235. I skipped my down week - I think I've learned as all my weights went down that the recover is indeed necessary for me.

I'm at home for the first night in 4. I like socializing, and now I like not.

I've applied for jobs but I'm scared. I am happy with the folks who are happy with me, and scared of change. However, one job pays up to 232 (financial Agency) while the other is a 15 (which, though I haven't told him I applied, is where my old boss went). I can always say no...like dating I joke. I'm scared other work will be harder or I'll fail.

Told my boss I was thinking about working tomorrow instead of taking the day off - she encouraged me to take the day off. Again, applying for other work makes me feel like cheating.

Tried on my suits to see which still fits the least uncomfortably.