Dear facebook

I'm full of emotions as my man-period continues. Today I am fully enhanced with coffee so like any drunk I don't know which feelings are real, amplified, or based on what I drank. But I'm too emotional right now to function much at work. All I want to do is drink, talk, and bite people's skin (consensually). I have some real problems I'm addressing mentally or avoiding actionally. I can't talk or shut up about what's bothering me.

I'm still stupid - it's kind of amazing. I sort of like this pain too, though I can analyze why and it's not terribly flattering. We get drunk so we can embrace the parts of us that are stupid. I've spent so many years controlling myself I'm good at it; so good I am not sure what I feel.

Now I feel stupid for feeling the need to post this - nothing.

But writing here feels like I communicated socially, which will keep me from striking up too many conversations at work.