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Last night I drank slightly too much in the club; funny that there is now a too much standard even if the next day isn't destroyed by a hangover. But while staring at the club in my haze, I noticed...things aren't too bad. I didn't feel like drinking, or drinking much. There was nothing I needed to get off my chest (that I felt the need for some help to do), no feelings to process, no pain to salve, no need for help to get happy...

I think that's a good thing in a way. Lack of urge to self-medicate, can't be bad? Ignore whether the urge existing is an issue.