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Yesterday I worry I expressed too many unnecessary feelings in a work situation, and just "screamed" at my self "NOBODY CARES HOW YOU FEEL' over and over again. Like a penance.

Today I stare at job postings and consider the idea of walking away from my life. I'm single, and while I love my friends, wtf do I have keeping me here? I have qualifications and in any other city USA I would have a comfortable house.

I wind up with the question: If I moved and severed connections with everyone I know, how long could I act and be perceived as a normal person?