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Dec. 5th, 2012 04:17 pmYesterday on the way to the gym I was walking across the pedestrian bridge when I saw a girl leaning out of her window. She was pretty, azn (probably chinese), had simple long hair, and was wearing a semi-transparent white tank top over a tiny black bra. Not that I noticed all this in passing. I also didn't notice her head tilted slightly as she leaned her chin in her hand...only to pull it away and blow out the smoke from her cigarette.
Well that spoiled that I thought.
But then I thought about how bizarre it was to "reject" someone I was not going to talk to, that I'm decades old and probably decades older than the cute girl (my gut sees "pretty girl," but the fact she was probably between 15-19 didn't sink in until much later), that I'd be annoyed with her 5 words in any direction, and wondered if liking then disliking someone based on their appearance...but then I stopped caring.
Then I thought it might make a neat lj post.
Well that spoiled that I thought.
But then I thought about how bizarre it was to "reject" someone I was not going to talk to, that I'm decades old and probably decades older than the cute girl (my gut sees "pretty girl," but the fact she was probably between 15-19 didn't sink in until much later), that I'd be annoyed with her 5 words in any direction, and wondered if liking then disliking someone based on their appearance...but then I stopped caring.
Then I thought it might make a neat lj post.