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Oct. 19th, 2012 08:55 amPerhaps my not posting was just a product of my rabid addiction to playing diablo. I'm accidentally cured - they "nerfed" my character and he's all but worthless now. I'm not terribly interested in playing anymore,
but now the lull exists and I'm feeling ancy - not sure what to do with my time.
This week was supposed to be staycation, but for the most part...I did nothing. Not even domestic goodness, just nothing. I keep turning to the computer, not being entertained, and then wandering off to...nothing. Television. Not chores. Not work. Not production.
Well I've worked a bit this week, as always.
Janna came down and saw me, which is as always super sweet as she's in grad school - I should be up there (she had business down here). On the plus and minus side, girlfriend with 2 jobs in grad school. How she works around how spoiled I am I just don't know.
This is a down gym week (bad timing on my part) and next week I try to return to squats and DLs, hoping my ass is healed. The pain is gone, but I haven't been doing squats and DLs. I'm scared to restart, but I have a spreadsheet I can't argue with. Fucker.
Today I was going to replace my toilet which is flushing "slow," but some digging on the net and in my closet shows I have a horrible chemical which might fix the existing problem.
No travel, no $3-500, no hours on a simple task that will certainly have unforeseen complications? Let me think about this...
Work just became terrifying after the "light at the end of the tunnel." We are filling the 2 vacancies in my branch of 5 - huge plus, but now they are discussing taking my entire division and shoving it into a group that is autocratic, stuffy, insecure, and quite possibly incompetent. I dread the move as my boss is very supportive and as an attorney, speaks our language. The guy I fear is a law school graduate, who seems more ignorant of the law than a plaintiff on Judy/Mathis. There might be benefits - closer office, office at all, their incompetence leads to relying on me without question. The drawbacks are obvious - could kick us back to Beltsville, remove flexiplace, remove flexitime, give direct orders and not consider the strength of the facts and case law I present to them showing what a bad idea that is, suits and ties, and of course
their incompetence leads to relying on me without question
...so I'm scared but not enough to do anything. I feel like a gazelle eating grass while I only see one lion on a nearby hill.
House is a mess and I don't care. Still, the "I must do something productive" urge is burning. It's next to the "beer and coffee are not emotions" feeling I'm having. Something tells me something has to change and I've been sublimating whatever that feeling is.
but now the lull exists and I'm feeling ancy - not sure what to do with my time.
This week was supposed to be staycation, but for the most part...I did nothing. Not even domestic goodness, just nothing. I keep turning to the computer, not being entertained, and then wandering off to...nothing. Television. Not chores. Not work. Not production.
Well I've worked a bit this week, as always.
Janna came down and saw me, which is as always super sweet as she's in grad school - I should be up there (she had business down here). On the plus and minus side, girlfriend with 2 jobs in grad school. How she works around how spoiled I am I just don't know.
This is a down gym week (bad timing on my part) and next week I try to return to squats and DLs, hoping my ass is healed. The pain is gone, but I haven't been doing squats and DLs. I'm scared to restart, but I have a spreadsheet I can't argue with. Fucker.
Today I was going to replace my toilet which is flushing "slow," but some digging on the net and in my closet shows I have a horrible chemical which might fix the existing problem.
No travel, no $3-500, no hours on a simple task that will certainly have unforeseen complications? Let me think about this...
Work just became terrifying after the "light at the end of the tunnel." We are filling the 2 vacancies in my branch of 5 - huge plus, but now they are discussing taking my entire division and shoving it into a group that is autocratic, stuffy, insecure, and quite possibly incompetent. I dread the move as my boss is very supportive and as an attorney, speaks our language. The guy I fear is a law school graduate, who seems more ignorant of the law than a plaintiff on Judy/Mathis. There might be benefits - closer office, office at all, their incompetence leads to relying on me without question. The drawbacks are obvious - could kick us back to Beltsville, remove flexiplace, remove flexitime, give direct orders and not consider the strength of the facts and case law I present to them showing what a bad idea that is, suits and ties, and of course
their incompetence leads to relying on me without question
...so I'm scared but not enough to do anything. I feel like a gazelle eating grass while I only see one lion on a nearby hill.
House is a mess and I don't care. Still, the "I must do something productive" urge is burning. It's next to the "beer and coffee are not emotions" feeling I'm having. Something tells me something has to change and I've been sublimating whatever that feeling is.
