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Oct. 8th, 2012 12:02 pmCan I please re-explain that I'm lazy? I'm lazy, trying to eat my vegetables to get to desert. I work before I play.
I think things get complicated when I work so hard for so long that I think this is natural. I get used to the confidence of having done a good job, and used to working hard, so slacking now is a world apart from what slacking once was...does a marathon runner call 10 miles at the same pace a jog?
I'm used to the gym, I'm used to lawyering, I got used to working all the time when I was full time at work and almost full time with law school. It's been 5 years since that yesterday (a fact I can't absorb very well) and I know I'm lazier than that but...
My day off feels good, but I'm antsy thinking I should be producing more. My choices are arguably to produce more, or engage in reflection to beat the feeling down with cookies.
I think things get complicated when I work so hard for so long that I think this is natural. I get used to the confidence of having done a good job, and used to working hard, so slacking now is a world apart from what slacking once was...does a marathon runner call 10 miles at the same pace a jog?
I'm used to the gym, I'm used to lawyering, I got used to working all the time when I was full time at work and almost full time with law school. It's been 5 years since that yesterday (a fact I can't absorb very well) and I know I'm lazier than that but...
My day off feels good, but I'm antsy thinking I should be producing more. My choices are arguably to produce more, or engage in reflection to beat the feeling down with cookies.
