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Boy, man...the weathered look of my face makes me look like a man. Damn I look old.
I'm getting hit on a lot. At work.
The Director got more direct with me about the opportunities in management right now. I noted, again, the lack of increased pay with said positions. I also pointed out that right now when we are down to 3/5 litigators I couldn't move out of my position without causing a significant impact. He didn't argue. He also noted that OGC is vocally interested in having me serve a detail with them - and they've worked with me before. I said I was interested but understand again that I'm really needed here right now and my feelings are not hurt by postponing this...turns out his concern is not me but putting off OGC!
A Chief who is leaving us noted that he knew anytime he sent me something the response would come back promptly with a thorough analysis.
I have a troubling case decision, in part annoying because a Judge ruled my Agency liable but didn't issue the decision for over 2 years, and sought legal consultation with a chief from another Agency. On par for the week, she politely suggested there were openings in her group...
I'm thrilled that this many people are unaware of my incompetence. How long that ignorance will last...no I'm not kidding or exaggerating! I just nearly missed a filing deadline, sent an issuance with typos, and am spending half my work time on systems designed to cover for my constant forgetting! Sure, I know people worse than me - but it's easy to imagine better and I'm frequently exposed to better.
When my alzheimer's is diganoses I'll get disability at least. Only, I won't know about it...
I'm getting hit on a lot. At work.
The Director got more direct with me about the opportunities in management right now. I noted, again, the lack of increased pay with said positions. I also pointed out that right now when we are down to 3/5 litigators I couldn't move out of my position without causing a significant impact. He didn't argue. He also noted that OGC is vocally interested in having me serve a detail with them - and they've worked with me before. I said I was interested but understand again that I'm really needed here right now and my feelings are not hurt by postponing this...turns out his concern is not me but putting off OGC!
A Chief who is leaving us noted that he knew anytime he sent me something the response would come back promptly with a thorough analysis.
I have a troubling case decision, in part annoying because a Judge ruled my Agency liable but didn't issue the decision for over 2 years, and sought legal consultation with a chief from another Agency. On par for the week, she politely suggested there were openings in her group...
I'm thrilled that this many people are unaware of my incompetence. How long that ignorance will last...no I'm not kidding or exaggerating! I just nearly missed a filing deadline, sent an issuance with typos, and am spending half my work time on systems designed to cover for my constant forgetting! Sure, I know people worse than me - but it's easy to imagine better and I'm frequently exposed to better.
When my alzheimer's is diganoses I'll get disability at least. Only, I won't know about it...
