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I like that at 8pm the "sun is up."

I was talked down to by the woman who attacked me last week, but for once she was the same to not one, but two black females. God, politics. I have to realize my choice of fighting, sucking up, trying to skirt under the radar, or leaving, is ultimately mine and I'm well aware of the choices I'm making. Suffice to say, I've resigned myself to my fate. I could fight more, I don't.

One of my inspirations, a former big-law virgin islands native, talked to me about how marketable I am in law firms. On the other hand, he's just a GS-15 with the same background. Do I hear his words or his actions? I don't trust this cunt at work, but I am learning a metric ton from her. No matter how I do the math, it always comes out with me ahead in this job for at least a year or 20. But remind me, no I have to remember myself, I choose this.

I'm working with my mom to try and schedule a charity trip with habitat for humanity intl. Sure I lift weights and have super hot boobies, but if I can use them to build a home for someone in need - now that is cool. However, it is getting difficult to find such an opportunity that is in a stable country with safe water (well that's the point isn't it). Willing to work, but not interested in disease, parasites, kidnapping of touristas, or civil unrest. Anyone notice any good ideas / bad ideas from the list referenced here? We're trying to do something in central to south Amer.
http://www.habitat.org/cd/gv/schedule.aspx
(we agreed on one but then WHAM the trip was cancelled)