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Apr. 24th, 2008 04:58 amConsidered that karma night last night, but work is so crazy and stressful I opted out (prior to that opting out of psychotronic). So, I woke up at midnight, 3am, 3:30, gave up and got up at 4. I don't cope with stress well. Might as well have gone out for all the good this not going out did me in terms of rest.
I wish I could tell you why lifting weights makes me feel so good. I didn't even do particularly well today, but I didn't utterly suck and I feel good. Boxing also feels good. I suck at that too.
I'm listening to music. I don't really buy music anymore, but I listen to new to me stuff all the time. I love all sorts of electronic music but just radio it. Music gives me moods or amplifies my moods. My writing feels like an artist's sketch - I'm not a trained artist, but I make pretty pictures that amuse me and some of my friends. Mostly me.
As noted by dasbot Behold, the TWITTER SHITTER. Admittedly - my posts ring somewhat twitterish. Damn birds are loud at 3am, only quieting down when it's time for me to get up. Today is an egg day since I lifted last night.
Trying really hard to be positive. Failing. Bitter and angry are natural to me. I have lots of practice. Trying not to be angry. Failing. Sometimes I love my job, but this past 4 weeks has not been that time.
Oops time to watch inuyasha