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I've been to Nebraska twice, and both times they lost my luggage. Good thing I am paranoid and carry all my case materials with me, that I was too paranoid to let baggage handle my laptop, that I keep some emergency clothes and cosmetics in my bag, and that I know where the TJMax is.

I'll be missing Adam and all you bastards in chronos, though you'll be missing the Holiday Inn in Grand Island, Nebraska. Go cornhuskers. I do note that for some reason there are a lot of hot girls in Nebraska. Maybe my taste is more normal than I realize. Wish I had a camera for the abandoned church in the cornfield - makes you want to smear blood on your naked body and dance.

Something about travel makes me want to drink diet soda nonstop. One of my favorite pinball machines is in the hotel gameroom, but it's out of order. Wah!

Listening to (not worksafe) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIUngjAioq0 (and lame, but I like the song) and af radio.

Was looking at 4chan for a minute, but looking at pr0n alone in a hotel room, when the lighting and road-food is making my tummy look hideous, makes me feel creepy. Porn is really something you should look at with other people - or at least call out "Hey, check this out hon. Is that legal? Neat!"

Speaking of ugly and desperate, I'm glad I'm ugly. Seriously, I've been trying to compile a picture of pretty girls, their daily pain, and how they never seem to learn. Like generalizations much? My theory is pretty girls always have a gaggle of guys who hang around agreeing with them, and because someone always listens to their whine and tells them they're right they never grow or get out of their hole. If you're ugly, or so plain you have to work out a lot just to achieve "hot," you don't get stuck in the same rut. You are held to a higher standard, and have to actually be right before people with agree with you or even listen sympathetically. You have long-term friendships, because you can't just substitute everyone who disagrees with you with a shiny new friend of 6 months. It sounds like a dream, like being rich, but the reality seems to fall short.

It's good to look pretty, but being pretty can be a bitch.