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I think I failed my exam last night. That exam was the one I studied for more than any other, and the one I feel worst about now. I haven't been so convinced I failed since my econ exam, and the fact I got a B on that is the only reason I'm not panicking now. I'm mentally making plans about whether or not I drop out of law school if I failed for real. I'm not saying I think I did poorly, I'm saying I think I failed. I just don't know...the entire exam was on points he hardly touched through the class. He discussed common-law extensively, the exam was all Fed law (which he gave 5 pages of for us to refer to for the exam in wholly novel areas) and MPC. I have never seen such hide-the-ball bullshit in the 2 years I've attended. I won't be upset if I get a C. I would feel better if I hadn't listened to people talking about it last night, wondering if they X or Y question wrong - I am convinced I would have done better if I just guessed at random.

I'm not happy with this, however, I'm also not freaking out upset. I've had enough setbacks that I can deal with this mentally. Dropping out is an option, and not a bad one. No law degree but I save 20 grand for a degree I'm not using. This isn't a serious consideration until I actually see the grade. I'm not happy.