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Today my last exam of the term is at 6pm. I feel pretty good about the thing, after spending another full day yesterday getting ready. I should really not tell people how hard I try, when later I'll only have a B to show for my efforts. It would look more dignified if I just lied and said I was party-party. It's only a failure if you try and fail, nothing ventured nothing lost!

I might go to the exam dressed for Nation (just shorts and t-shirt, boots) with my hair all spikey spikey. I don't know if I'll go to nation after the exam, but I could. I might. Maybe I could go to Kel's house o' holes. Or I could come home and stare at the wall and think.

I'm in a good mood. I feel good. I feel the pleasure that comes from the cessation of pain.

What my mind sounds like right now

Wi, i' ill...pow...er
change...change...my mind (my life)
minutes...seem...like hours...
take yours, don't take mine
Stop it stop it Stop it stop it Stop it stop it
check the time...
I don't wanna stop it...stop it...I don't wanna stop it...stop it...

(edit fuck you can find anything online)
http://www.twintonedigital.com/mp3/8332-04