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vicarzThank you! Thank everyone who called, really. Please remember to take much of what I say with a lump of rock-salt. I'm getting bitchy as I'm tired and burned out from school. All that hippie-shit about being nice and saying positive things will have to wait, ok? KIDDING! I am a little grumpy, more so in the AM. I appreciate everything, really. I'm just tired. I'm taking the first week of November off to catch up in my studies and write a paper, so I should catch my breath then.
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just doesn't work out the way I want it to. And I get real frustrated. It's like, I try hard to do it, and I take my time, but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to. It's like I concentrate on it real hard, but it just doesn't work out. And everything I do and everything I try, It never turns out! It's like, I need time to figure these things out. There's always someone there going, "Hey José, you know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you know. You should maybe get away, And like, maybe you should talk about it, You'd feel a lot better." I go, "No, it's okay you know, I'll figure it out. Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out you know. I'm just working on myself." And they go, "Well, you know, if you wanna talk about it, I'll be here ya know, And you'll probably feel a lot better if ya talked about it, So why dontcha talk about it?!" I go, "No! I don't want to I'm okay! I'll figure it out myself!" But they just keep buggin' me, They just keep buggin' me, and it builds up inside!
No I don't mind being petted. Yes I realize that I do the same thing I was complaining about other people doing - I will fawn more over someone in an unusual outfit. Yes I realize dressing up (or revealing skin) sends a signal.
It was a nice weekend. I make a mighty fine chauffeur, if I do say so myself!
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just doesn't work out the way I want it to. And I get real frustrated. It's like, I try hard to do it, and I take my time, but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to. It's like I concentrate on it real hard, but it just doesn't work out. And everything I do and everything I try, It never turns out! It's like, I need time to figure these things out. There's always someone there going, "Hey José, you know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you know. You should maybe get away, And like, maybe you should talk about it, You'd feel a lot better." I go, "No, it's okay you know, I'll figure it out. Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out you know. I'm just working on myself." And they go, "Well, you know, if you wanna talk about it, I'll be here ya know, And you'll probably feel a lot better if ya talked about it, So why dontcha talk about it?!" I go, "No! I don't want to I'm okay! I'll figure it out myself!" But they just keep buggin' me, They just keep buggin' me, and it builds up inside!
No I don't mind being petted. Yes I realize that I do the same thing I was complaining about other people doing - I will fawn more over someone in an unusual outfit. Yes I realize dressing up (or revealing skin) sends a signal.
It was a nice weekend. I make a mighty fine chauffeur, if I do say so myself!
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an excellent chauffeur...
Date: 2003-10-27 05:54 am (UTC)1) a suit, or semblance of sophisticated apparel is attractive because it is different and because it smacks of the iconoclast. In the subculture where we bitch about "We're all different...the same way", someone having the poise and confidence to wear a more "conservative" look is attractive because it brings the unknown back into the equation.
2) A suit, or very stylish outfit, requires poise and (often but not always) a touch of intelligence to pull off well. Umm...both are considered attractive qualities.
3) Suits and expensive materials may indicate financial resources...quick scam some drinks of the posh boi!! (touch of irony rusting now...)
Your plan for Nov 1 sounds good...I think I may follow...oops...nope, there is that afternoon cocktail session...
[we can all dress down - few can dress up and look good - fewer still make it look natural...as you do...so enjoy your flame...]