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[vicarz]

You know, there’s this thing I want to do. It’s kinda close I can feel it, ya know? It’s there, just within the fingertips. I think I might push my fingers out if I could feel it there more. Well no, that’s not true. I do push my fingers out, but not when anyone can see. I’ll just be walking and push my fingers out to see if I can get them into it, but then I worry someone might see.

See, in my dreams I’ve got this weird flying thing. I want to fly outside now. It’s flying, but it feels like swimming. You see, the air is thicker than some people realize. Flying isn’t so hard, it’s kinda like swimming, but not just swimming. You have to make yourself like an angel fish, sideways. Sideways you can move through the air, just moving your body. You just start sideways, standing, and move. You do that fishy wiggle, and it moves you through the air. You feel the air, it’s thicker than you realize until then.

That’s probably why people don’t fly - they don’t realize you have to do it sideways. If you turn you start to fall, and that’s hard to control. Maybe that’s why people fall out of airplanes - they go the wrong way. It doesn’t hurt if you wake up in time. Windows are funny, they only work when you press on them. If you don't press on them then they don't work, you just go right through. People don't fly out of airplanes - the windows are little holes and you can't go through sideways. You have to go through long-ways, and then I suppose you fall. I don't know how to start flying if you start long-ways. I think people press on windows in airplanes.

So I’m getting pretty good at this thing in the dreams. Now I just have to figure out how to bring it out. I’m bringing it out, but it’s kinda hard. Sometimes trying works, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes pieces of dreams starting falling out when you don’t expect them to. Like in the middle of the day, BAM there you are with falling pieces of dream, or things you might have seen. It’s funny when you dream in the day. So, it’s close I’m sure. I just need to figure it out, to bring it out or find it out there. Maybe I just need to recognize it sooner when I see it. Maybe it will surprise me, but then when it happens I hope I can fly.

Comments

[peregrin8.livejournal.com]

Normally I would just quote you back at yourself regarding how boring people tend to find other people's dreams. But in this case... just let us know if you decide to fly off any tall buildings, OK? Or if you dream about, like, high-powered sniper rifles?

[faeriemage.livejournal.com]

I would imagine that while trying to diagnose a person who has delusions and possibly hallucinations, there should be an added criteria where one must rule out the possibilities of psychotic episodes due to higher education. ;) hugs.

[wabmart.livejournal.com]

Windows are funny, they only work when you press on them. If you don't press on them then they don't work, you just go right through.

Can I buy some of your stash?