My safe...space....my safe...space...
Dec. 20th, 2015 12:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzTRYing to be more open, to not live in them moment when it involves rejecting other people and their views. There is a lot to be learned from other people. There is...OHMIGOAWDgoat I've done this already which is how I got to where I am. Your views are BORING and for all the detail I am just being patient because I worked through where you are to get to where I am and...I'm being patient.
I once mocked a smart friend who relished having adult talk time with me. ME. I'm a fucking moron and regressed even so, but compared to a child I was adult talk. And I want kids.
So much to learn, and like the fuggin gym, it's not just learning, it's practicing and making thinking comfortable. Getting comfortable with uncomfortable but not just over-accepting...
Sigh.
I have feelings and they're as irrelevant as the ones I tell other people to ignore.
I once mocked a smart friend who relished having adult talk time with me. ME. I'm a fucking moron and regressed even so, but compared to a child I was adult talk. And I want kids.
So much to learn, and like the fuggin gym, it's not just learning, it's practicing and making thinking comfortable. Getting comfortable with uncomfortable but not just over-accepting...
Sigh.
I have feelings and they're as irrelevant as the ones I tell other people to ignore.
