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vicarzScared.
Thur I did a whopping 335 for 5 deadlift, and it caused pain in my LEFT hip (surgery was on the right). It's Sat evening and it hasn't gone away.
If this is a tear on the other side, it makes sense...why would the hip be one shape on the right and another on the left...but in all this only one side had the problem. I'm unsure of what to do other than hope I feel better and be tender as hell trying to squat tomorrow. Maybe I just need to recover slower - I am doing conventional, but it's felt so...so very good to lift without pain.
If I have to fucking have surgery on the other side...for what? To lift weights? It's as if I'm just not meant to be strong.
Hope this is a minor setback. The flexibility still hasn't returned to the robot-surgery'd joint though I'm getting better.
As another minor thing, I forget that I have or had a tear in my pecs I never addressed. This would explain the weakness and recurring problems in that shoulder.
Tired of injuries. Maybe there is a god and he wants me to be just another fatamerican (tm). Instead of leaving the house, I could just watch porn, work all week and then blast pop movies on my home system while live tweeting my opinion on the sexplosions, and order food in.
Hope I'm just freaking out over nothing. But my butt. Maybe we could just knock me out once and let the robots fix all the parts at once.
Thur I did a whopping 335 for 5 deadlift, and it caused pain in my LEFT hip (surgery was on the right). It's Sat evening and it hasn't gone away.
If this is a tear on the other side, it makes sense...why would the hip be one shape on the right and another on the left...but in all this only one side had the problem. I'm unsure of what to do other than hope I feel better and be tender as hell trying to squat tomorrow. Maybe I just need to recover slower - I am doing conventional, but it's felt so...so very good to lift without pain.
If I have to fucking have surgery on the other side...for what? To lift weights? It's as if I'm just not meant to be strong.
Hope this is a minor setback. The flexibility still hasn't returned to the robot-surgery'd joint though I'm getting better.
As another minor thing, I forget that I have or had a tear in my pecs I never addressed. This would explain the weakness and recurring problems in that shoulder.
Tired of injuries. Maybe there is a god and he wants me to be just another fatamerican (tm). Instead of leaving the house, I could just watch porn, work all week and then blast pop movies on my home system while live tweeting my opinion on the sexplosions, and order food in.
Hope I'm just freaking out over nothing. But my butt. Maybe we could just knock me out once and let the robots fix all the parts at once.
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Date: 2015-04-26 03:02 am (UTC)Tired of injuries. Maybe there is a god and he wants me to be just another fatamerican (tm).
I hear your frustration. I feel I know you well enough to believe that you would never be satisfied with that. Even if you're not able to do what you used to, there is still plenty you can do. I had to back off strongman and all that stuff because I didn't want to chance jacking up my other eye, but I still try to keep in the game.
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Date: 2015-04-26 12:19 pm (UTC)I'm not sure, it seems like that pain but...knowing it might be could help me prevent it or at least make the descent longer. Or I'm screwed - dunno yet.
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Date: 2015-04-26 06:26 pm (UTC)