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vicarzNot old to me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57ta7mkgrOU
Had this revelation while in pain in the gym that I don't need to keep torturing myself with regret over things I did when I was 20; I either act different today or I don't, but if I hyper-analyze my mistakes with no productive end then it's just some twisted way of masturbating. Think and act, don't dwell.
Listened to some shit that tore me up a few - years ago now - when my dad was dying. Didn't even touch me; couldn't feel a thing. I was actually scared to play it, to poke that nerve, but that nerve is dead or healed.
I seem tired all the time now.
Had this revelation while in pain in the gym that I don't need to keep torturing myself with regret over things I did when I was 20; I either act different today or I don't, but if I hyper-analyze my mistakes with no productive end then it's just some twisted way of masturbating. Think and act, don't dwell.
Listened to some shit that tore me up a few - years ago now - when my dad was dying. Didn't even touch me; couldn't feel a thing. I was actually scared to play it, to poke that nerve, but that nerve is dead or healed.
I seem tired all the time now.
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Date: 2014-05-22 01:39 am (UTC)Analyzing myself doesn't mean shit. Saying shit that elicits an emotional reaction is cheap.
Getting up and doing something might not mean anything, but it's doing something.
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Date: 2014-05-22 02:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-05-22 09:59 am (UTC)