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Oct. 17th, 2011 12:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vicarzI want a dog and a wife and a baby.
Sunday I was lamenting my social isolation after skipping a party and individual invite Friday, the club Sat, seeing my gf this weekend, and instead stayed home alone before going out in the morning to sit alone in a coffee shop spending money on what I had at home (in less clothing and with cheaper cake). I have a think-we're-friends who says they like people in the abstract - I may relate. I'm filled with adoration of the cute kids with their parents, lusting after joggers running by, just seeing isolated snapshots where humanity looks beautiful. I don't know how it is up close, that hair on her face (and now on my ears for gods sake), the smells and tantrums of the children, the selfish fuckery of that man on his laptop...
I could put some effort into the things I want, but while I might find those things I'm not sure what they will appear up close.
I don't know a thing.
Work removed firefox and I'm now forced to use ie. Wow is this slow. I hope they're erecording every non-work thing I do for it used to take seconds and now with ie it takes minutes or more. There is no option for spell check so you'll see how poor my educatoon is. If they aren't recording me on a video there is no explanation for why this is so slow and making my short views, legal research searches, and other information checking into chores of length. Every time I click on something some part of the page doesn't load, and it shuts down all tabs in ie plus often disallows me to switch programs - forcing me to wait for the moving ad on the side of the screen or something equally useful. This is truly lovely what they've done here. I'm adding this to the provoking my disability list.
Yesterday I squatted 275 for 7 while other people watched football on the tele.
I have defeated god. That entire sentence vanished while I typed showing only "I."
Man ignored life and dug into the earth, pulled the earth out of a hole with machines, and set it on fire until liquid metal poured out. That metal was set on fire again to make it clean and bendy. Then it was stamped out with more fire and machines until it was a long flat piece of tin foil that I could wrap around the plastic parts of my windows. Since I wrapped my windows in tin foil, the squirrels have stopped eating my window frames. I have, though my human industrial proxy, defeated nature and therefore god. Tin foil.
Sunday I was lamenting my social isolation after skipping a party and individual invite Friday, the club Sat, seeing my gf this weekend, and instead stayed home alone before going out in the morning to sit alone in a coffee shop spending money on what I had at home (in less clothing and with cheaper cake). I have a think-we're-friends who says they like people in the abstract - I may relate. I'm filled with adoration of the cute kids with their parents, lusting after joggers running by, just seeing isolated snapshots where humanity looks beautiful. I don't know how it is up close, that hair on her face (and now on my ears for gods sake), the smells and tantrums of the children, the selfish fuckery of that man on his laptop...
I could put some effort into the things I want, but while I might find those things I'm not sure what they will appear up close.
I don't know a thing.
Work removed firefox and I'm now forced to use ie. Wow is this slow. I hope they're erecording every non-work thing I do for it used to take seconds and now with ie it takes minutes or more. There is no option for spell check so you'll see how poor my educatoon is. If they aren't recording me on a video there is no explanation for why this is so slow and making my short views, legal research searches, and other information checking into chores of length. Every time I click on something some part of the page doesn't load, and it shuts down all tabs in ie plus often disallows me to switch programs - forcing me to wait for the moving ad on the side of the screen or something equally useful. This is truly lovely what they've done here. I'm adding this to the provoking my disability list.
Yesterday I squatted 275 for 7 while other people watched football on the tele.
I have defeated god. That entire sentence vanished while I typed showing only "I."
Man ignored life and dug into the earth, pulled the earth out of a hole with machines, and set it on fire until liquid metal poured out. That metal was set on fire again to make it clean and bendy. Then it was stamped out with more fire and machines until it was a long flat piece of tin foil that I could wrap around the plastic parts of my windows. Since I wrapped my windows in tin foil, the squirrels have stopped eating my window frames. I have, though my human industrial proxy, defeated nature and therefore god. Tin foil.
