vicarz: (Everyone has more sex than bunny)
vicarz ([personal profile] vicarz) wrote2008-05-04 10:40 am

An unjustifiable attitude of smug superiority? Fear-monger! Crypto-neoconservative pawn! Hater!

No gym today. No running. No exercise of any kind.

Last night started off with me true to my LJ namesake: I made a girl I just met cry without trying (or even being aware of such). And the night got worse from there. Then better. Then worse. Then better. And so on.

I am forgoing actual social contact today to sit in murky reading CP and if I can get this coffee into my brain fast enough, and I will try, I will be writing a speech for my dad's memorial next week. Many distractions here. Hope you guys enjoy the zoo - I'm thinking about you. Just, from over here.

Thank you for reading this. Thank you for being one of the people that makes it possible for me to feel like the things I share have been heard and are worth hearing.

Last night was full of people who don't give a flying fuck about my physique.

[identity profile] vicar.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm fairly confident what I did wasn't horribly insensitive - lord knows I take guilt and credit where appropriate, but this just seemed extraordinarily sensitive. Just a normal conversation between me and a friend, and door #3 freaked over our subject matter (which for my range, was pretty tame). Georgie Porgie I'm not.

[identity profile] peregrin8.livejournal.com 2008-05-05 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
That person was probably ripe for a meltdown and you just happened to be there.

[identity profile] kuanyin00.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
i can't really speak on her behalf, here, but you did insult most of my friendset with misc judgments.

my ex-girlfriend leveled personal attacks on my friends, though, and by that I mean she insulted most of my closest friends or family members on misc levels to alienate, isolate, & control me. So, I know a bully when I see one.

you were just being yourself.

and I, as usual, was caught in the middle of it.

it was nice talking to you, regardless :-)