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[vicarz]

As a minor note, I'm stronger than I used to be at least. I went to the gym again, even though technically today is a down day as I've had many restaurant calories of yummy fat. I stretched, popped onto a treadmill, and tried not to gawk at all the hotties. I put the incline at 5 and ran slightly faster than 10 minute miles for 30 minutes breathing through my nose. Huh. Then I did some arm thingys I didn't get in yesterday, came back and ate utter crap. Still - I used to die trying, often failing, to run 3 10-minute miles on the machine. Now it's something I can do with relative ease. I'm proud that I've improved that much.

Did my depo today - pauses don't just weird out the deponent - they make the reporter look at you weird. I am used to being looked at weird, so this is not an issue for me at all.

No goth clubs in the area, but I kinda wanna go out and do something. Anyone wanna party in or around chattanooga tonight? Should I hit the tattoo parlor around the corner and see if I can grab a skank for the night? Oh - tattoos are so nnormal here that there are female instructors in the gym with sleeves. You can tell I'm a freak for being a) pale, and b) un-inked.

What should I do tonight? Drink alone in the dark? Watch tv? 1&2? Shop at walmart? Hit discount stores and try to find better clothes? Use up all my hotel moisturizer? Figure out more exercises to do in the 24/7 gym? Practice hitting on people in the gym to get used to what "No way, Jose" sounds like? Write motions for work? Research stocks? Play LOTR2 (most likely)? Stuff? Not stuff?

Stop typing and hit the showers boy...it's obvious you want to feel connected with your peeps and that's why you feel the need to babble incessantly on the computer, but the reality is you're not connected - you're alone in a hotel room. Get comfortable with that. Shut up and shower.