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vicarzSo I'm weird right now. Many changes in my life these past few months, and some more to come.
I finished my last exam Thursday. I don't know how I did on either of them, and for once I'm not too concerned. Not that I am confident I did well - I just don't care much right now.
The girl introduced me to firefly - was pleased.
Now I am in work-mode without the work. I know I have a million errands to run and things to do, but none of it is "due on monday." I keep catching myself planning attacks, trying to figure out what to do when...but what I need to do is relax. Stop rushing, cramming, consolidating, expediting.
One of my favorite peeps is about to move away.
I have to return to the gym in force. I've been slacking and eating due to competing obligations, but that has all wrapped up. At the same time, I have to use good form and not screw things up by jumping in too fast or sloppily.
That holiday thing is around the corner and I've done almost nothing for anyone. I'm not a holiday person per se, but I like to do things for people. I've been really bad about that since the time to do that is when I'm slammed with finals. I'm a bad son/friend.
I'm in a weird head-space, though happy. I'm worried that I'll recover from school about the time it starts up again. Next semester will be a lot more demanding, well could be.
Tonight a party then the final scary tool.
I finished my last exam Thursday. I don't know how I did on either of them, and for once I'm not too concerned. Not that I am confident I did well - I just don't care much right now.
The girl introduced me to firefly - was pleased.
Now I am in work-mode without the work. I know I have a million errands to run and things to do, but none of it is "due on monday." I keep catching myself planning attacks, trying to figure out what to do when...but what I need to do is relax. Stop rushing, cramming, consolidating, expediting.
One of my favorite peeps is about to move away.
I have to return to the gym in force. I've been slacking and eating due to competing obligations, but that has all wrapped up. At the same time, I have to use good form and not screw things up by jumping in too fast or sloppily.
That holiday thing is around the corner and I've done almost nothing for anyone. I'm not a holiday person per se, but I like to do things for people. I've been really bad about that since the time to do that is when I'm slammed with finals. I'm a bad son/friend.
I'm in a weird head-space, though happy. I'm worried that I'll recover from school about the time it starts up again. Next semester will be a lot more demanding, well could be.
Tonight a party then the final scary tool.
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Date: 2005-12-17 06:44 pm (UTC)I understand your headspace. I just finished grading both of my classes and I turn in their grades on Monday for the department ot record and the school to post. I have a number of pissed off kids who think I should have given them less work adn spoon-fed them. I have another set fo kids that are irritated because they felt I dumbed down the material for the first set. I have one "A" student who reamed me out with a personal letter telling me that I was "spreading lies" about the "Church" and "Christianity." A good student but my guess is very, very Catholic. She was very...incisive with her comments.
I also understand the missing peeps. This is the time of eyar to meet up with other veterans of the academic wars for a drink or five at galaxy Hut. But I'm...here. Dammit.
Worry about the others when you get your ehadspace back - that is first priority because you are right, it will start up all-too-soon.