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[vicarz]

I don't accept it into my consciousness very often, but when I do look I run into this theory that still lives inside me - that somewhere in the world is a group of people like me, who like the things I do, don't like the things I don't, that feel the way I do...a whole existing culture of people that understand. This isn't logical, I don't know the basis, or why the feeling persists despite all evidence to the contrary and the ability of logic to destroy the very concept of such an existence or that I don't already experience it today. Logic aside, I feel like I'm stuck in a shell. I can push buttons and control limbs, talk to make words come out - but there is always a barrier between me and the world, distance between the dull flesh and the mind.

More important is the current mystery of why I have a pimple behind each of my ears today.

Comments

[oontzgrrl.livejournal.com]

I totally understand. I have always had the same slightly irrational idea. The irony of it all, however, is that I am convinced if I met a person who was "just like me" I'd probably not like them. I think I need devils advocates and people to convince of things. If people just agreed with everything I said, I think I'd be bored and slightly sad. :)

[vicar.livejournal.com]

Bored I understand, but there are worse pains. You and I both should probably stick with people who are nicer than us. We're not nice, not nice at all ;P

[joanarkham.livejournal.com]

They aren't pimples, they're alien implants. That explains your disconnect from us humans.

[thefeline.livejournal.com]

Having a whole culture of people who are exactly like you would be boring. You as in people in general not you..vicar. The fact that people are different is what keeps things interesting. Granted...if everyone were alike...that'd bring us closer to world peace....but it'd be one hell of a boring world!

RE: zits. Possibly from sunglasses or headphones. Might want to go over the arms of your sunglasses with rubbing alcohol. Might want to put some neosporin cream and benzoyl peroxide to shrink/eliminate the ear zits.

[vicar.livejournal.com]

I don't wear headphones, hats, or sunglasses as a rule. It's just weird. Now it's weird and public!

Neosporin is petroleum based - makes zits!

[thefeline.livejournal.com]

Neosporin CREAM not the ointment! It works on clearing up zits...it's what I use in addition to a good benzoyl peroxide cream. It kills the bacteria and ick that causes zits and it dries them up. It also takes some of the red out.

[oontzgrrl.livejournal.com]

Hahaha. Naw we're just honest. And honesty is nice. Even when it hurts. Or something.