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Woke up at 2, gave up and showered just to pass the time a while ago. I tried listening to classical, a drink of water, a piss, sleep wasn't going to happen. Cartoon network adult swim felt really good though.

You know that feeling you get, where you watch something, and you're alone, but watching it and enjoying the subtle humor makes you feel like you're less alone? I think LJ is like that. Guess what? You're alone. No, I mean it. Really alone. And no one cares. I'm not rubbing it in, just a reality burst. Change or stop caring. If the world had disappeared, I enjoyed watching my cartoon.

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That's one reason I always liked watching Mystery Science Theater 3000, it was like watching with a group of heckling friends.

Not being able to sleep truly sucks. I've been like that for the past two weeks. By the time I realize I can't sleep it's too late to take something that's going to knock me out for 8 hours :(

You're alone. No, I mean it. Really alone. And no one cares.
You say that like it's a bad thing.
You got a problem with those of us who like to be alone, who like to take a break from those bastards who care what we're doing, but who also like to be reminded that there are other people out there if we decide we don't want to be alone anymore?

Change or stop caring.
What the hell are you talking about?
(Why yes, I am feeling mildly belligerent this morning, thanks for asking!)

I was making fun of myself. Being alone is fine and dandy when it's by choice. This is the difference between being alone and feeling alone. Being alone not by choice sucks. Stop caring, problem solved.

Life feels weird with no sleep.

You get used to not sleeping. Or mostly used to it. I don't like it, but after a couple of years it starts to feel normal. When I do sleep it's twice as long as normal people but usually I only get the twilight sleep. It makes for cool dreams though.

I usually try to see if I'm
1. Need to piss
2. Hungry/thristy
3. Thinking/ upset about something.
4. The fucking kids across the complex are having a party again and I need to call the cops for the second time tonight....Um, foget this one...

If it's any of those you can fix them. If you just can't sleep, I just lay on the couch with tv and some milk and wait. I don't worry that tomorrow will suck because I can't sleep...tomorrow will suck no matter what (unless there is a nucleur holocaust and khaki becomes a survial colour)so don't worry about it. You can always sleep later.

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