Can I post from work experiment

Fuck it! Ok, so I am still in recovery mode, first from the nerve fuckery, 2nd from having the summerdethflu, and yesterday’s “where am I / can I do it” DL was to be 365 for 3. It felt fine, I did 5, 4, 4...and on the last one I felt this nerve pop in my left shoulder. Bad. No pain, but WOW nervy pop feel. That’s how my last nerve pop/pinch/deth started. I stopped immediately and was terrified I'd wind up with the weeks of pain that occurred last time I felt that strong nerve pop. However, as of today I seem fine.

I still can’t bench, and I’m wondering how long I’ll be able to DL. Who knows what I lose next. My spine-discs are failing, little spurs of age-deth are growing on my body like cancers, and...shit it's just a matter of time. I have years left, decades, but physical deth is definitely starting.

I need to get off my ass and make my new shirt idea (I haven’t made my own shirts in ages)
-"Olympic ( back-swing hip-thrust machine-assisted ) Bicep Curl Champion! "-
Front may say something like “Yaaaaaaay!” or “What’s a gain?” possibly “Noise is strength!”

But you know what? I hate running but I used to do it. I used to be proud of it. I liked having a washboard, and could run hung over - heck running cured hangovers. I can do suicides (sprints) and they make me want to throw up...but they’re awesome in the sense that they are hard. Running would be easier in many ways, with not much equipment needed, making it a far easier workout on the road. I haven't run lately, but if I lose weightlifting, I shouldn't act like running is deth. It may be my last stand against deth.

If I wind up with running, so be it. Acceptance. If it comes to that.

Plus - more pokemon!