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Fielded a phone call from my gf, friends commenting on fb, work going well, and I'm getting ready to go out with friends tonight. Listening to gay electronic music. Yet I feel lonely.

I even have some real problems in my life, though I've gotten good at managing them. In fact I seem to be good with real problems, it's my leftover teenage angst that still makes me into its little bitch. That little teenaged bitch is pretty hawt though, misunderstanding the power of sexual attraction and all.

Drunk is compelling, everything that puts an immediate feeling into me - gradually at first, and then only to stop the pain of its absence.

Getting my gay music on like the man in Jeffrey even if that's not my way. If I had time I'd sit around sad, licking myself.