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It’s sad how insane I am. I realized a girl I don’t know well unfriended me on facebook, she’s hot to me, and somehow this hurts my feelings. I have a gf and shit, but somehow that perceived slight really bugs me; has for 2 days. I’m also on the man-rag like you wouldn’t believe - even after I hit the gym and got re-endorphined.
I realize that my fierce independence, strongly worded opinions to include recurring hyperbole and fake-trolling discrimination, plus frequent references to all things sex, is not for everyone. I throw people out at the drop of a hat, but am hurt when dropped. See the relation there? Freedom of speech is not freedom from consequences much?
Facebook or livejournal - one concept that is crucial is if you are engaged with most any activity you will be more followed in what you say in the electrovoid. Also, not having disagreements or strongly held opinions will not win you friends, but you won’t churn them much either. And sleeping with someone is most likely follow status for life if you part on good terms. Hence my 300 friends...KIDDING
If I engage in activity I’ll have a stronger online presence, but I won’t because my life would be real instead of a theory from my home’s desk. Similarly none of the hot girls jogging outside in sports bras care (or appreciate, or know) that I’ve rated them from my window view.
Fucking stupid yet still these patterns persist - in passive voice to remove myself as the actor who makes those choices repeatedly. Perhaps my writing would be relevant if I wasn’t just spouting my observations but doing things.
I realize that my fierce independence, strongly worded opinions to include recurring hyperbole and fake-trolling discrimination, plus frequent references to all things sex, is not for everyone. I throw people out at the drop of a hat, but am hurt when dropped. See the relation there? Freedom of speech is not freedom from consequences much?
Facebook or livejournal - one concept that is crucial is if you are engaged with most any activity you will be more followed in what you say in the electrovoid. Also, not having disagreements or strongly held opinions will not win you friends, but you won’t churn them much either. And sleeping with someone is most likely follow status for life if you part on good terms. Hence my 300 friends...KIDDING
If I engage in activity I’ll have a stronger online presence, but I won’t because my life would be real instead of a theory from my home’s desk. Similarly none of the hot girls jogging outside in sports bras care (or appreciate, or know) that I’ve rated them from my window view.
Fucking stupid yet still these patterns persist - in passive voice to remove myself as the actor who makes those choices repeatedly. Perhaps my writing would be relevant if I wasn’t just spouting my observations but doing things.
