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Dec. 16th, 2011 07:25 pmhttp://www.dieselsweeties.com/strips/sw2959.png
Oddly when I don't work I post less. I haven't been writing habitually, so a ditty off to the side now feels more like a chore. In fact, I just had a week off and somehow it didn't feel like the staycation I planned. I got all the time I wanted but nothing got done but chores. It's like life is just made up of working to get things ready for me to go to work, with brief interludes of drugsdrinksex to make it seem worth it.
I'm not necessarily in a bad mood, but I'm kind of in a "what next" mood. This is nice, but it's just comfortable. Hooray I've conquered pain (for now, or I'm woefully ignorant) but now what?
Oddly when I don't work I post less. I haven't been writing habitually, so a ditty off to the side now feels more like a chore. In fact, I just had a week off and somehow it didn't feel like the staycation I planned. I got all the time I wanted but nothing got done but chores. It's like life is just made up of working to get things ready for me to go to work, with brief interludes of drugsdrinksex to make it seem worth it.
I'm not necessarily in a bad mood, but I'm kind of in a "what next" mood. This is nice, but it's just comfortable. Hooray I've conquered pain (for now, or I'm woefully ignorant) but now what?
