May. 7th, 2008
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May. 7th, 2008 08:20 pm I finished law school a year ago. That sounds like a big accomplishment, but while in school I feared that it didn't matter that I was in school, that I had no life and the fact I worked in my time only kept me from watching more tv. That fear, a year later, has been realized. Since graduating, my life has been a big pile of shit. I've had high moments, but for the most part...yeah this is it. I spend more time in the gym and am better at my job, but other than that most parts of my life have...shrunk. I'm not happy, I haven't enjoyed life, and I'm failing in every possible area that counts. No hope in sight. This is really my life, no excuses, no blame, just me and my failure.
If you were ever jealous of something I did or something I had, look at me. If you were ever offended or hurt by something I said - well look at my life, the source. Hope you feel better - I can't.